The last three months....

What happened ? What happened? I constantly ask myself this question. The answers don't often come easy, at least for questions that I myself don't seem to have a clue why am I asking them! Why did I stop writing for the last few months...busy is a convenient excuse. I've always used this excuse, without fail actually. The more I use it, the more it became part of me, nicely integrated into me.

It was not an easy year to start with and I have been very stressful at work, trying to figure out if I am doing things right. It has obviously affected my relationship with someone dear. I felt bad that I am not able to reciprocate at all.

That't the bad me... I love freedom and new things, adventure and even new people so much that I tend to neglect the old. Perhaps this is the sign that I should not be owning anything in life, it makes complete sense now when I ponder upon the title of this blog, its called The Leased Life, so nothing is mine.

Few charismatic characters appeared in my life the last few months. March 17th...I met him, a political and head of state...I'll love to share more about the development between us but due to confidentiality I'll not mentioned anything here.

The other one new friend I met was couple of weeks ago, a senior writer at an investment bank... my first date with a Ang Moh.... literally first. Never have I set eyes on any Ang Moh before and strangely the Ang Moh never pick me up too. I figured that they like tanned girls like the thais, Filipinos and Indonesian girls. I have often question the taste of Ang Moh... coz some really have very ugly looking girlfriends. Parson me but the GF look more like the maid .... perhaps they really are. Oppss!!

Anyway this Ang Moh guy which I am gonna refer him to as SK seems so different. He is not the typical stingy Ang Moh at all and its kinda fun to talk too and have a great sense of humor as well. I reckon we will be very good friends for the many years to come.....SK's works for a prestigious investment company that is very philanthropic too, at least that was what I figured out about a month ago. Something that tumbles the world of SK happened last Thurs...his big boss decided to close the entire communications department and he took it very hard saying that he has never been sacked before. I was quite helpless......

------------still waiting for him to get over this and start looking positively into the future. I've been sending him jobs opportunities and hope he can find one in SG....but I told myself that a man is most happen if he is able to be where his heart calls.... and he is considering Beirut. It wont be right for me to ask him to stay if he decided to explore a new place.....I'll be sad but also happy that a dear friend is able to follow his dreams and follow the callings....

Rin