April 08, 2009

A better tomorrow for P....

" Kopi C for you? " came the SMS. "Hehehe, Sure" was the answer, not excited at all. Perhaps my women 6 cents or ESP tells me it is gonna be a gloomy day. It really doesn't help that the weather for the last few days were supporting my thoughts." Didn't sleep at all last nite, sighhh" was the reply. " Think of me ar? Can't sleep is it?" was the answer I joking input while trawling through my piles of documents. There was a silence for a good 15 mins before the Kopi C was delivered to my table. He looks terrible I must say, but what do you expect from a person who did not sleep the whole night.I bet it must be one of the longest night he ever had. I wish I could send a little bean bear over to accompany him if I know he is awake and feeling down... Sighhh... only if I know.

I am bad at this situation, I am stoned and can only give him that real caring smile left in me as I was also tormented with the household issues too. He said it was household issue and left my room. A little while later an SMS came and he was saying that he is not gonna function today and will leave early. I offered to bring him out for a spin.... hopefully I can do that little bit to cheer him up... 11.30am...we went out for a smoke... to our disappointment, Starbucks outdoor area are non smoking.... we ended up in Beach Hut for Hoyo. My first puff for at least 3 weeks...We talk, talk and talk.... but there were long silence too when we just stared at each others eyes and smile. I thought it was a message clearly understood by both. We will be supporting each other through good and bad.....
I hope he is fast asleep now and the issues resolved. Good night P........and here's your fav bear keeping you company .....Will be there for you... always...

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