Lazy Sunday....

29th March 2009,

I left the blog untouched for the last few days, not that I do not have any junk to write, any gossips to report. Truth be told I was real busy with work, drowned myself with worries and sick...I was hoping it is not love sick... But what the hell!! Not that I have not been through that... been there done that.

Came back from DILI, not exactly in the greatest mood and have to make a quick trip to KL for some bloggers events. Tired but I certainly look forward to this event, something that I have planned for almost a month. Even my brain were almost dead I still managed to steal some free time to think about "J" . He is constantly in my mind, obviously for the right and heroic reasons, but there were hardly any communications ever since I came back. One of those Chinese Drama TV would come up with a plot where the girl kept calling and sms-ing the guy but the phone went dead. I swear that it is the most horrible feeling one could experience.

Well, life goes on, that's what I told myself but I bet my last dollar that missing someone is terrible, worst if you're not sure if the person has the same feeling.

"J " has some much priorities in life and my existence would certainly interfere with his big ambitions... I tried to comfort myself. He gave me a book, of course written by him and it says " Warmest Memories" . Perhaps I should just be happy that I had such a good memories, experience and feeling for a few days... feelings of being in cloud nine, being mysterious, being pampered and most of all the centre of attention and suddenly upon returning, it seems all gone....

4.27pm, "ting" and sms came in and I couldn't believe my eyes, it was "J" and he says he is well, safe and just very busy. Although I always asked myself, how long does it take to reply an sms or call, I am glad at least the sms came....